Happy hump (lump) day... I'm happy that I made it past the halfway point. I don't really know how to describe how I'm feeling right now. I've been able to stay up later the past couple of days (until, you know, 9:30), which is good. I have been exercising this week, even. I went over 14,000 steps yesterday. Today won't be as good though because I drove to the train because it was so icy. Also, I went to Target yesterday at lunch and I didn't go anywhere today.
I'm pretty stressed out right now though. Yesterday I was feeling around and felt a lump in my left breast. It has me really freaked out. It is probably a cyst, which is not a big deal, but I am worried that it is something worse. I can't see my doctor until Friday, either, so I just have to wait and see until then. I've had a cyst before, back when I was a sophomore in high school. The cyst I had then was about the size of a baseball and it REALLY hurt. This time there really isn't much/any pain. I hesitate to call it pain at all because it is so minor. I actually think I'd be less worried if it hurt because I'm pretty sure breast cancer doesn't actually hurt. Of course I don't really know.
Anyway, this stupid lump has me all unfocused at work. I try to forget about it, but I just can't. What is going on to cause this all of a sudden? I mean, seriously, this isn't normal for me. I thought Whole 30 was all about health, yet I haven't really felt all that healthy the last 2 weeks. Between this and the migraines things aren't great, if you ask me. I really want some sort of explanation for why these things are happening. Migraines and a cyst in a 2 week period of time sure does make me feel like I'm back in high school. And, in case you're wondering, that's not a good thing.
As for food, here's what I had/am having today:
Breakfast - Frittata
Lunch - Mixed Greens with Olive Oil and Vinegar, Buffalo Ranch Stuffed Pepper, Cutie
Dinner - Salad with Olive Oil and Vinegar
I really need Friday to get here so I can hopefully get some answers.
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